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The Sunday Currently

I am sure that it’s not only me who has been taking those mental breaks since it dawned on us that this pandemic would be here in a while. When the 1st lockdown ended here in France in mid-May, I was able to adjust to the new norm – that we’re all going to be working from home longer than we thought. It’s not only me who needs this. We need this. We live different lives, but I’m sure that we go through things, and we need to have that opportunity to pause and re-group ourselves. A new year has arrived, the vaccines have been developed, but I’m still working from home for almost ten months. Not that I’m complaining. I am grateful for the work I have and love, and I was able to find a balance between life at home and at work. 

And that’s where the mental breaks come in. There was so much happening personally and at work in June. It’s my birthday month, but I was sad. And even when I love my job, it was also causing some strain in me. That’s when I decided to take the break during the week of my birthday. It did me some good, even for a short time. I had the time to relax and rest my mind and reset it for the coming weeks. Since then, I decided to take those breaks once a month. Besides, I need to use my holidays, and I have about forty-five more.

Last week, I took my first mental break for the year. But instead of going anywhere, I stayed home. I took off from social media. I went out for a walk, went to the market and bought myself some flowers. I went to one of my favorite cafes and tried their cinnamon rolls. I purchased another history book to read at the English bookstore in the old town. I enjoyed the calls I had with my family. I did anything but work. It was relaxing, and I’m ready for the coming week’s challenges.

Currently

Reading.  Another book about history. Did I tell you that I’m a sucker for history? One of the reasons that it was easy for me to be convinced about moving to Europe was knowing that this continent is rich with history that I have yet to discover. France is steeped in it, so does its surrounding countries.

Writing. None. I’m busy reading.

Listening. The sound of the wind rattling against the window frame. It’s a windy, cold night.

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family in spring or summer. I plan to get vaccinated, when it becomes available for the younger citizens, because I want myself and my family to be safe when I travel home to visit them.

Hoping. For that one wish that I have since two months ago.

Loving. My me time. I baked some chicken and cooked some vegetables as sides. I also made this Scottish shortbread cookies – thick, soft and crumbly. I love it. This week, I hope the sun would be back because I plan to test making that soft cheesy rolls that I miss having at Mary Grace in Manila. I love baking when the sun is out (during winter) because it’s easier to make the bread rise as I put the dough directly into the sunlight near the balcony, hahaha!

Needing. I plan to go back to that book I am reading. It’s relaxing to read on this quiet Sunday night.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

We just got over the seven-day trial of 2021. Of course, we do not have any choice but to take it and continue forward to this year. It’s the first week of the year and to say that a lot has happened is an understatement. For me, a lot has happened at work where decisions have been made, as well as in my personal life.

Moving forward, I only wished that this year would be kinder to every one of us. In Chinese zodiac, the year of the Metal Ox will start on February 12 for the Chinese New year. I read that this year will be the year for relationships of whatever kind, and the year for economic recovery. I read these things because it’s interesting. Hehe. 😛

Also, 2021 is when the United Nations declared as the International Year of Peace and Trust, the International Year of Creative Economy for Sustainable Development, the International Year of Fruits and Vegetables, and the International Year for the Elimination of Child Labor.

Moving on…

Currently

Reading.  Like always, I’m reading a book. I have this one that I bought in Bangkok years ago and haven’t read yet. I plan to start reading it: Princesses Behaving Badly

Writing. None. I’m busy reading. 😛

Listening. I’m watching and listening to a Netflix series at the same time: The History of Swear Words

Wishing. Unpopular, but I wish that we can have a day of snow here. It’s too cold for the past days, and it’s like… just let it snow already!

Hoping. For a focused mind this week. There are lots of things going on behind-the-scenes, and I wish that for a while, I can forget them and just focus on my work.

Loving. I just had coffee and cake. I went out earlier this afternoon. I was hoping that the store Maison Bremond 1830 in the old town is open, because I am going to bake a bread, and I don’t have the confiture (jam) that the kind lady offered me last Christmas. She’s right, it’s so good. I was not a fan of jam for breakfast until I had it. It’s only a Christmas offer, but hopefully, they still have it at the store

Needing. As soon as I finish with the Netflix series, I need to go back to the book I am reading.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

It is always a big bunch of hope every time we end a year and face the new one. And from the previous one we all have had, it’s safe for me to say that we are all looking forward to a better new year. Of course, at the back of our minds we know that the virus is still there, and will be for quite some time, but with all the experiences we’ve had and the lessons we’ve learned from these, we are looking forward to a fresh start.

On the eve of the new year, I spent my afternoon with my colleagues at one of their houses. We cooked (I did pansit, while they did tartiflette) and had late lunch / early dinner, and had some games and wine afterwards. Since there was a curfew here in France that starts at 8pm, and I don’t want to stay overnight in their house, I bid goodbyes and new year wishes to them at about seven in the evening. It’s a quiet, New Year’s eve for me, as I read my books and listen to others in nearby apartments having a party of their own. That certain kind of quietness might have been less appealing to some but I am most content in those simple moments. I love going out and be with friends, too, but there are times that I just don’t want to expend so much energy into. Before the clock struck at midnight, my sister called. She’s spending her holidays in one of the islands in Thailand because like me, she could not go home to the Philippines to spend time with our families, too. So, I welcomed the new year with my sister on a videocall, and it’s nice. It’s simple, quiet, but nice.

Since the new year is now upon us, I had plans of decluttering my apartment and I started already as early as November during the second lockdown. I don’t have a lot, but I felt like I have to still get rid of things that I don’t really need. The first days of the new year was spent indoors since it’s raining outside. I started with the pantry where I was able to empty two shelves! I re-arranged some kitchen stuff and my kitchen looks better and more spacious.

Then I went next for my cabinet and deliberated which clothes that I no longer need. I realized during the lockdown that I only favored a few tops, dresses and pants, and I don’t think I will need more. Then in the closet at the hall, I got rid of the boxes that I have been keeping but didn’t find any use at all. At the end of the day, I surprised myself to have more spaces in my cabinets than I thought.

But, there’s still a lot of work to do.

Currently

Reading.  Re-reading a regency romance novel by Julia Quinn, titled Splendid.

Writing. None. I’m busy reading, getting rid of stuff, etc. etc. etc. 😛

Listening. Bridgerton is playing again on my TV, haha. I was laughing at this part where Lady Berbrooke, Nigel’s mother, said during the afternoon tea with Violet and Daphne Bridgerton – “God did not bless me with another because perfection had already been achieved.” If you watched this series, you will know who Nigel Berbrooke is and how comical this is! Hahaha. You can find this scene in Episode 2.

I have lots of favorite scenes in the series and it’s one of these:

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over. I’m tired of it. Aren’t we all? There’s a new strain that everybody is talking about, and the Alpes-Maritimes region has gone into an earlier curfew of 6PM. It’s too early and I can imagine how much of an added strain that this has been doing again to the local businesses. So, I wish that this pandemic to be over. I just wonder how and when.

Hoping. I actually don’t know what to hope, perhaps a focused mind. There’s a lot of things to think right now.

Loving. I just had cake and tea. I love cakes. Better as I watch Bridgerton (again) today.

Needing. I plan to go back to that book I am reading tonight. It’s always relaxing to read on this quiet Sunday night.

Last week, we had a bit of a commotion here since there was an unexpected hail storm on the night of Christmas. Since then, it’s been raining for the whole week and even colder. I don’t have the energy to go out in the rain. I wish that the sun will come out soon, but after looking at the weather forecast for the week, it’s not going to happen anytime soon.

PS. I uninstalled the Amazon app last night. 😛

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

It was Christmas two days ago, my favorite time of the year. This time, I celebrated Noche Buena, a traditional Filipino Christmas eve dinner with a few friends here in Antibes. Of course, in observance to the safe health protocols, we were only four. 🙂 But it was divine. I got to enjoy my time with these few but dear people, and I am fortunate to have them especially at this time.

In our Noche Buena, we prepared a fusion of our Filipino and the western culture, as we live through it now. We had paella, lechon, embutido, salad and roasted vegetables. The night was full of shared memories of the country we miss so much, laughter, a bit of games, wine and coffee, and of course, the exchange of gifts. 🙂

A few weeks back, I attended a coffee break meeting with some of my friends at work, and we had this topic about what are the things we are grateful of. We took turns to share the things we love and thankful to have. For me, it’s just simply that for everything that has happened this year, I am grateful for the good health and welfare of my family and friends, a job that I still have and love doing, and food on my table. It has been a very challenging year for everyone, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. I guess, it was not enough to say that we should look out for each other. I think that it should always be something that we have to do to each other, because at the end of the day, our sense of humanity is fulfilled with simple acts of kindness towards each other in order to get through everything, especially at this time.

On the night of Christmas, I finally got to enjoy Bridgerton on Netflix. I have been looking forward to this since it was announced that the book series by Julia Quinn will be adapted into a Netflix series. To say that I binge-watched was an understatement. I love it so much that I am watching it for the second time today again, haha. At the end of the eight-episode series, I am very much looking forward to Anthony Bridgerton’s story (enjoy the Viscount’s wink below). I love him in the books and I love him more in the series. Actually, I love this Bridgerton family that I can’t wait to hear the announcement of Season 2.

Currently

Reading.  A regency romance novel by Julia Quinn, because I cannot get enough of the Bridgertons that I have to read them again.

Writing. None. I’m busy reading. 😛

Listening. The faint noise of my neighbor’s TV, wherever that is. And occasionally, a car or a motorcycle passing by the road – during curfew hours. 😛

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family in spring.

Hoping. For a focused mind this week. Only three days at work, and only a few people in the team in the last week of 2020.

Loving. I just had coffee and cake. I love cakes, and ordered the yule log version of my favorite Saint Barth from Lilian Bonnefoi for the holiday season.

Needing. I plan to go back to that book I am reading. It’s relaxing to read on this quiet Sunday night.

Also, on the night of Christmas, there was a bit of commotion that happened in this part of France. We had an unexpected hail storm. I looked outside and my balcony was a bit full of water and I thought there was some stones, before I realized that it’s hail. Oh, well. I hoped that everyone is fine now after that night. It was unexpected and I know that it’s dangerous to drive out in that storm when the car is not well-equipped with such weather.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

President Macron addressed the French nation last Nov24 to announce new measures to fight this health situation that the world is going through right now.

I thought we’re ending the lockdown on December 1, but turns out that it will be on Dec15 instead. Yesterday, the new changes were implemented, particularly on the extension of the distance that we can go for exercise: 20km for 3hours. Hehe. And then when the lockdown ends on the 15th, the curfew will be back. Good thing was, they gave a special exemption on Christmas Eve (24th) and New Year’s Eve (31st). But I hope people will still observe safe health measures so we can all be done with this already. The health workers are getting saturated with all the amount of work that needs to be done in the hospitals and the rise on the issues of mental health and domestic violence is staggering.

But enough talk of Covid for now. I went out last week for a quick visit at the Antibes English bookstore and bought some Christmas cards to send to my parents and friends. Perhaps, it will be nice to receive something physical right now as a gift, like as if we’re going back to the basics. Anyway, what we can all agree here is that this year taught us to appreciate what we have and I would like to do something for my loved ones this year despite the distance we have right now.

Currently

Reading.  A regency romance novel.

Writing. I finished two chapters last night. I’m so proud of myself, haha!

Listening. The quiet hum of my laptop, and the stillness of the street under lockdown outside.

Smelling. My humidifier is on right now, and I used one of the essential oils that I bought in Marche Provencal last summer. A mixture of eucalyptus, lavender, rosemary and thyme just like the one below:

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family in spring.

Hoping. For a focused mind this week. I got a few hats to wear right now at work. It’s keeping me really busy.

Wearing. It’s a bit colder, but I’m in my cotton shorts and shirt. The cuddle weather is here and sometimes in the morning, it’s difficult to leave the bed.

Loving. The silence in my street during the lockdown. ESPECIALLY DURING SUNDAYS 

Needing. To lie down. This scent coming from the essential oil filled the apartment with some kind of warmth and comfort at this cold weather made me just want to lie down and stare at the ceiling, even when I have a few things left to do today 😀

Feeling. Relaxed. I cleaned and vacuumed the entire place today cos it started accumulating dust. Everything’s spic and span now. 😉

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

It’s the 24th day of the second lockdown here in France. I’m sure that others are also counting down until this is over. Many are looking forward to the holidays in December, including me. Even though I’m not going home this year for obvious health reasons, I plan to celebrate this with a few friends, hopefully, for Noche Buena on the 24th. But it remains to be just a plan until we can be sure if it’s safe to gather together even when we’re just five.

Currently

ReadingA Little History of the World by E.H. Gombrich that I bought from Antibes Bookstore before the lockdown. Still not finished with it.

Writing. None fore now. I have books to read

Listening. None. It’s quiet outside, and I like the silence.

Smelling. Fresh laundry that I haven’t folded yet 😀

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family in spring.

Hoping. Peace of mind. I have a feeling that changes are coming, especially that November will soon be over. There’s some at work and also at the personal life.

Wearing. It’s a bit colder, and I’m now in my cotton pants and shirt. The cuddle weather is here!

Loving. The silence in my street during the lockdown. ESPECIALLY DURING SUNDAYS 🙂

Needing. To cook quinoa using the chicken stock I produced while cooking Hainanese chicken this week.

Feeling. Relaxed. I just got home from a short 1km walk from my apartment to the beach. I love the feel of cold air on my face as I sat on a bench and looked out into the sea. The azure seascape always puts my mind at ease, and I need that.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

It’s been more than a week since the lockdown and still pretty much stuck at home. Weekdays are mostly occupied with work from home. I tried to keep myself busy on weekends. I did some cooking dash yesterday by cooking pansit. I love that there’s a vegetable stand at the corner from my apartment, and I dropped by yesterday to buy some fresh vegetables for my pansit

I also bought some stuff in the grocery for the lemon pound cake that I also baked. I have this stand mixer that was given to me by my manager at work a week ago, too. The history there was that I had a failed experience in buying a mixer in Amazon, there were some parts mixing. While I was telling my disappointment with her during our hike some weeks ago, she said that she got an extra and she’s actually thinking how to get rid of it because she wants to buy a new one for her daughter. Voila! She decided to give it to me instead, and it was good as new. I tried it for the first time yesterday and I love how it wasn’t noisy and a very efficient machine! I look forward to make some bread or even cinnamon bread soon! Yum! 🙂

It’s a chill day today. I mean, I just finished dinner after waking up from a good afternoon nap. Oh, boy! I know that I’m going to find sleep again tonight so, perhaps, I will return to the book I’m currently reading…

Currently

ReadingA Little History of the World by E.H. Gombrich that I bought from Antibes Bookstore before the lockdown

Writing. None fore now. I have books to read

Listening. None. It’s quiet outside, and I like the silence.

Smelling. Yogurt with fruits that I had for dessert tonight 😛

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family.

Hoping. Peace of mind. I got lots of things in my mind to do this week at work.

Wearing. Shorts and sleeveless top. It’s only 15c outside, but in my apartment, the temp is just right. LOL

Loving. The silence in my street during the lockdown.

Needing. To focus. I accepted a new responsibility at work, and I’m looking forward to explore it this week! 🙂

Feeling. Relaxed. I told you, I just woke up from my afternoon nap! Hahaha. Time check, 8pm. This afternoon, I also dyed my hair brown again to cover up my grey hairs. I have such a long black hair, and it took me more than two hours doing this. Imagine how exhaustive that was. No wonder I had a good sleep when I was done 😛

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

It’s the third day of the lockdown, and my friend texted about the church being open today for mass celebration. So I made an attestation from the Covid Tracing app and went to the cathedral. Today is All Saints Day, a Catholic holiday.

It’s my first time to go out since the lockdown started and I don’t really like it much because I have to fill up an attestation to justify my presence outside. I would rather stay indoors. But during the 1st lockdown, I also rarely go out and it almost drove me nuts, trying to overcome cabin fever. We can still go out but, in order not to defeat the purpose of this lockdown, we all have to respect the rules, and most especially to stay indoors as much as we could, and only go out when we really have to. Gosh, I have another mission this week, an appointment at the Prefecture, so I have to go out again, and just thinking about it is making me apprehensive. :/

my little Christmas corner

Today is the first day of November and the tradition in my culture for All Saints’ Day is to light up a candle to remember my family and ancestors who passed. I’m going to light up one tonight, and this one is most especially to my grandparents, two of whom I never met and my grandma who passed 3 years ago and I dearly missed.

Currently

Reading. A Little History of the World by E.H. Gombrich that I bought from Antibes Bookstore before the lockdown

Writing. I’m at the Chapter 4 at the moment of the book I’m trying to write. They say there’s no timeline on when to publish a book, and I believe I have all the time in the world, hahaha

Listening. None

Smelling. Fresh laundry. Hmmmm… 🙂

Wishing. For this pandemic to be over, so, I can go home and visit the family.

Hoping. For peace. There is a lot going on in the world lately. It broke my heart to hear another violent incidents in Nice and in Jeddah, in the US, and the super typhoon in the Philippines.

Wearing. Shorts and shirt. It’s only 18c outside. LOL

Loving. This afternoon, binge-watching on all those cheesy, romantic movies on Netflix and Amazon Prime, haha.

Needing. To clear my mind with a lot of things right now. After dropping my decision last week, slowly, I’m getting over my anxieties. I’m glad that my family and best friends are always just a phone call away every time I need someone to talk to.

Feeling. Peaceful right now. I was just talking to this guy I dated a few months back last night. We’re just friends now, nothing more, and I’m better with that. My friends always tell me that it’s not possible. Maybe not, I don’t know. But what I know is that I am at peace now. I know what I want and life is continuously presenting many opportunities for me. There will be challenges along the way, that’s for sure, but that’s what makes it pretty exciting and interesting.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

I just got home from another unexpected lunch with my friend at her place today. You can see in the photo above that we had tinolang manok, a Filipino chicken soup dish that is best eaten with rice. Yum! I enjoyed having lunch with my friend because we had conversations about anything and everything, and I live for that kind of meaningful lunches. In this time and age, we all should be appreciating life in general and that includes long lunch hours full of good food and wine and friends.

Shoutout also to my Dad who is celebrating his birthday today. I had a call with him earlier to greet him. I miss him so much and I hope that one day, I will be able to go home to visit, so I can hug my parents.

Currently

Reading. I forgot what is the title but I have a book currently reading right now about a feud between a sheik and a princess. Romance novel, of course. Haha.

Writing. Nothing, at the moment.

Listening. Nothing. It’s gloomy outside and since it’s Sunday, it is usually a quiet time for everyone. That, and I think that we were still reeling from the fact that the curfew here in the south of France actually started last night from 9pm. It was eerily quiet outside.

Smelling. Scented candles 🙂

Wishing. To go home and visit the family. But of course, with the pandemic, it’s not possible right now.

Hoping. With the situation I am in right now, I would be able to get what I aim to do this week.

Wearing. Shorts and shirt. It’s only 18c outside.

Loving. To lie on my bed and finish my book.

Needing. To clear my mind with a lot of things right now. My work and my personal life.

Feeling. Anxious. I need to finish a letter I am writing. Too many life-changing decisions that I have to make.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

I just got home from an impromptu dinner with a dear friend. I went to her to get some insights in my current situation and she also shared with me some of her experiences. It was all inspiring and insightful, and after a very good meal of osso buco and risotto (my first time, actually!), I went home ready to call it a day and rest.

This morning, I went to the mountains with some friends. I forgot what is it called. I may have to check the photos later to see the details. But all in all, the hike was great, I had a good time and I had a good view of the coast.

Currently

Reading. I forgot what is the title but I have a book currently reading right now, and the story was set in the Regency era.

Writing. Nothing, at the moment.

Listening. Nothing. It was all quiet inside my apartment right now and the street outside is void of any noise.

Smelling. I cannot describe what that smell is but it seemed to smell like fresh laundry. 🙂

Wishing. To go home and visit the family. But of course, with the pandemic, it’s not possible right now.

Hoping. With the situation I am in right now, I would be able to get what I aim to do this week.

Wearing. Shorts and shirt, even when it’s 15c outside.

Loving. To sleep. I had a long day.

Needing. To clear my mind with a lot of things right now. My work and my personal life.

Feeling. Anxious. Too many life-changing decisions that I have to make this week.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

I turned off the heating yesterday but only have to turn it on again today because it’s raining and a bit colder. The windows in my kitchen fogged up 🙂 It’s one of those lazy (it’s always like this) Sundays where you just want to curl up on your bed with a good book and hot choco on the side.

Currently

Reading. A new novel by Jayci Lee

Writing. I just finished writing A Guide to Moving Abroad after a few days since watching Emily in Paris. That series is unrealistic, but since we all need a different entertainment these days, just go and watch, haha.

Listening. The pitter patter of the falling rain in my balcony.

Smelling. Lemon. I’m going to make a custard cake for my friend’s birthday dinner tonight.

Wishing. To go home and visit the family. But of course, with the pandemic, it’s not possible right now.

Hoping. For a calm week ahead. But I have a new challenge this week, so we’ll see…

Wearing. Shorts and shirt, even when it’s 14c outside and raining.

Loving. To just curl up in my bed and hide under the covers. We have such a cozy weather today!

Needing. To make that butter in room temperature now, lol

Feeling. Excited to see a couple of my friends today.

The Sunday Currently by Siddathornton.

The Sunday Currently

Finally, it’s October. We got three months left before it’s 2021. We had a rough year and everyone is looking forward to the new year. It’s the hope of new things, overcoming challenges, even when we know that what we’re going through is not done yet. But it’s human nature to hope, to have something to look forward to.

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